I laid Eliana down for her nap a while ago. Then got Luke set up on the computer with a game. Brett came with me and we laid down in my bed. Of course, this didn’t work as well as it did yesterday, and he didn’t go to sleep. After a while he left, and promptly upon my settling in again, Eliana woke up and started doing her scream-cry. I started praying really hard that God would make her fall back asleep, as she hadn’t been asleep very long at all. She did NOT go back to sleep. The scream-crying kept going and getting louder. I ended up crying in the middle of it all, getting her up, and losing it. I am sooo tired. I just want sleep. I am such a light sleeper that I don’t sleep soundly hardly ever. And today, for some reason, I’m feeling desperate. I have so much to do, but struggle so much physically to actually do it. I was out last night because I’m singing at my friend’s church on Sunday, and we had to practice. Tonight I go to Rachel’s again, likely the last time ’til after baby. So being out late doesn’t work in my favor I know, but when that’s the only time I can do things, it’s all I can do. I’m wishing right now that I hadn’t told Gayla I would sing on Sunday, but not much I can do about it now. God, give me strength. I’m at the end of myself!